when my heart let all gone

that is love...
when i adult i though if i would never fall in love...but that was wrong.

like now after 24 years old... my heart going blue... cos i have been in love...
hemmmm...love make me smile but also cry in the same time....
love make me fly and also fall in every time....

when the feel is grow my hearth going blue and pink

but i have to realize if someone will be hurt cos my love....

hem...
when i have strong in my heart to let him go and i have to hold that...he came again in my life and offer something new for me...:((

hemmmm but i have to be strong and i have to hold that..cos i believe if Allah have the best way for me and also the best soul match for me :) semangaddd

blue rainbow again

March 27...he again...when I think to let him and find out someone else who could be by my side...
And he come again...with the rainbow and a new story...
My frend asked about married and he anserd if all still a mistery...
He asked me to saw what was talking about...but I'm really confuse and not understandg about that...
I just think...ya 4WI why u make me to remember him when I try to let him go...
I just try to let him go with own live...even m heart still hurt...
But I believe I can let him go :)...
When I think about that Allah make him care about me and that make my self become weak to let him go...
Honestly..I'm still loving him, but I realize if a lot ofthink was barrier us...
Ya Allah ibelieve in your fate...so just give me the best :)...
Blue I hope I could sleep tight to night. Even I have something 2 think :)
Bismillah

blue will never chance

yaps this is life..life is full of surprising. people have own ideas, dreams and also life but GOD always have fate to us...

when we life with simple problems that is time for improve our self...when the problem become bigger that time for us to begging the best way to Allah....


problem is always problem if we never try to handle and solve that...but its may become the power of life if we look with heart and try to face all with smile, optimist and confident...


life is about become necessary for other. when we life but never take the best way...and never doing the best that means u are not think....

so keep believing keep smiling and faith if something best is waiting for... :)

hate like this

love where are u...my soul feel empty... don't know surly what's going on..
Love why u far from me... i haven't like this coz every thing is going crazy...
love please don't far from me... i really need U for shelter...
Allah i really Love you...i hate this feeling. when i must jealous with someone, in fact i have to jealous with u...

please hinder my heart for that love... i need the true love, when everything going clearly and no one could

make like this...

i really love him but i know if he love someone else, but my heart always tell the truth.. when i saw him with her i hate to feel like this...

i have to think clearly...

HE ISN'T LOVING YOU...SO STOP TO THINK ABOUT HIM...YOU ARE TO PRICELESS TO WASTE TIME FOR THINKING ABOUT HIM...MOVE ON AND DRAW THE LINE OF YOUR LIFE..U HAVE TO GLOWING AND LEAVE THE GIVING...

my heart became pink and blue

Today, I just feel nothg sure. I was saying all I need to say. With him. And I knew exactly what was happening.he was love me and I love him. That's the different. He was loving me @HS and I'm sure about the feeling now. I think we haven't became one, this is fate and we haven't to hidden from that...
Just look forword and goes in live.

Maybe always lope u...and happy to see u happy :d

my heart became pink and blue

Today, I just feel nothg sure. I was saying all I need to say. With him. And I knew exactly what was happening.he was love me and I love him. That's the different. He was loving me @HS and I'm sure about the feeling now. I think we haven't became one, this is fate and we haven't to hidden from that...
Just look forword and goes in live.

Maybe always lope u...and happy to see u happy :d

and his come again

I don't know what I have to say. Is it the dream which I have to make it true, or just I leave it..
Several day ago, my friend gave me advice to talk to some1 who I was adore, may be I have been adoring.. He said if I have to say to him what I was feeling to him. But honesly I idnt have power to say, I too ashame to say.
After last night. He come to my dream after I pray tahajud, I slept again-inspite that is a bad habbit.
In that dream I was in school. And also him, and because something I decided to tell him about my feeling. "May be u have been known if I have feeling for u or several time. That's feeling was maling when I knew from some1 if you like me too.
But I just want exactly, did u love me before.or that only my feeling to you. And he said, yes I have been loved you, but u haven't gave me any chance to proved that to u, when I want tell to you, u seem closed by some1. Coz of that, I tough u didn't like me and u like him. I told him, yeah that's me. I always close with any one as like u know. But I didn't know exactly what was I'm feeling that's time to you. But after I knew from other if u loved me,that's feelin more n more grow up in my heart. Even until now. That's make me suffer. I just wanna say that because u hv plan to merrie and I don't want our history make us unconfertable.I want step up and a cross a new live and I hope u too. I realy relize if you have some one who you love and i'm happy coz that even honesly sometg is missing, I feel.but I really honest if she the best for u.and u habe to make her happy.
And after I said that Iwent. Even the frend of his gf ungre to me and said If I the troule makker of her frend relation. But I just say if I just follow my heart to be a better live.
And I woke up with confuse feeling. I was confusing why I have to dream that, and have I do like the dreams done?, but I think I have to say that. I don't want live with shadow which make my life mess..
I'm make same little space in FB and hope at sunday I'll tell him the truth..for our best..bismillah ya 4wi..
If that the best way which I have take, give the easy way, but if another way is the best jt give that... Lope u 4WI...hope the best and wish the best..have nc dreams