The edge of 20th...people asked properly about hey..when you will going to marry...
And what i have to answer?...
Still no idea...coz still haven't met him yet...
I just wish i would be meet him as soon as possible...
Really i feel meh and lazy to respond about that question...
The edge of 20th the begining of 30
But time goes by... people can keeo going with it...and I have to be brave not to listen them...
This is my life... When something bad happen to me after all the unthinkable thing...they wouldn't responsible...they would be get another topic to talk...
So just going with you and Allah...
Today, feel like I am really suck...feel confuse with what Allah plan for me...
Still no regret with all the thing I have been choose, but feeling I useless...
Have no job...no career...no man...stay at home...but for sure it just a while...
Had not enough sleep tonight...my mind was blowing...it flew to much place...more people but i didn't know where or who were they...
Wanna cried but can't...feeling absurd... chaos in my head and my heart
Until i realized if Allah always beside me...and all the negative think became fuzz in my head...
Bismillah i do believe...Allah is teaching me about pleasure...about patience...so it would be a journey which i never regreat after...but it the consequences which i remember ever...
Allah...You never allow me to cry...so i have to smile either glowing...
I believe all the things have come for one reason, Becaus you love me and care about me...
Thanks Allah..bismillah i have to be a great person...a good one...
I believe after the sorrow...You will give me a partner of life... And like today unpad calling...
Bismillah
