when my heart let all gone

that is love...
when i adult i though if i would never fall in love...but that was wrong.

like now after 24 years old... my heart going blue... cos i have been in love...
hemmmm...love make me smile but also cry in the same time....
love make me fly and also fall in every time....

when the feel is grow my hearth going blue and pink

but i have to realize if someone will be hurt cos my love....

hem...
when i have strong in my heart to let him go and i have to hold that...he came again in my life and offer something new for me...:((

hemmmm but i have to be strong and i have to hold that..cos i believe if Allah have the best way for me and also the best soul match for me :) semangaddd

blue rainbow again

March 27...he again...when I think to let him and find out someone else who could be by my side...
And he come again...with the rainbow and a new story...
My frend asked about married and he anserd if all still a mistery...
He asked me to saw what was talking about...but I'm really confuse and not understandg about that...
I just think...ya 4WI why u make me to remember him when I try to let him go...
I just try to let him go with own live...even m heart still hurt...
But I believe I can let him go :)...
When I think about that Allah make him care about me and that make my self become weak to let him go...
Honestly..I'm still loving him, but I realize if a lot ofthink was barrier us...
Ya Allah ibelieve in your fate...so just give me the best :)...
Blue I hope I could sleep tight to night. Even I have something 2 think :)
Bismillah

blue will never chance

yaps this is life..life is full of surprising. people have own ideas, dreams and also life but GOD always have fate to us...

when we life with simple problems that is time for improve our self...when the problem become bigger that time for us to begging the best way to Allah....


problem is always problem if we never try to handle and solve that...but its may become the power of life if we look with heart and try to face all with smile, optimist and confident...


life is about become necessary for other. when we life but never take the best way...and never doing the best that means u are not think....

so keep believing keep smiling and faith if something best is waiting for... :)

hate like this

love where are u...my soul feel empty... don't know surly what's going on..
Love why u far from me... i haven't like this coz every thing is going crazy...
love please don't far from me... i really need U for shelter...
Allah i really Love you...i hate this feeling. when i must jealous with someone, in fact i have to jealous with u...

please hinder my heart for that love... i need the true love, when everything going clearly and no one could

make like this...

i really love him but i know if he love someone else, but my heart always tell the truth.. when i saw him with her i hate to feel like this...

i have to think clearly...

HE ISN'T LOVING YOU...SO STOP TO THINK ABOUT HIM...YOU ARE TO PRICELESS TO WASTE TIME FOR THINKING ABOUT HIM...MOVE ON AND DRAW THE LINE OF YOUR LIFE..U HAVE TO GLOWING AND LEAVE THE GIVING...