and his come again

I don't know what I have to say. Is it the dream which I have to make it true, or just I leave it..
Several day ago, my friend gave me advice to talk to some1 who I was adore, may be I have been adoring.. He said if I have to say to him what I was feeling to him. But honesly I idnt have power to say, I too ashame to say.
After last night. He come to my dream after I pray tahajud, I slept again-inspite that is a bad habbit.
In that dream I was in school. And also him, and because something I decided to tell him about my feeling. "May be u have been known if I have feeling for u or several time. That's feeling was maling when I knew from some1 if you like me too.
But I just want exactly, did u love me before.or that only my feeling to you. And he said, yes I have been loved you, but u haven't gave me any chance to proved that to u, when I want tell to you, u seem closed by some1. Coz of that, I tough u didn't like me and u like him. I told him, yeah that's me. I always close with any one as like u know. But I didn't know exactly what was I'm feeling that's time to you. But after I knew from other if u loved me,that's feelin more n more grow up in my heart. Even until now. That's make me suffer. I just wanna say that because u hv plan to merrie and I don't want our history make us unconfertable.I want step up and a cross a new live and I hope u too. I realy relize if you have some one who you love and i'm happy coz that even honesly sometg is missing, I feel.but I really honest if she the best for u.and u habe to make her happy.
And after I said that Iwent. Even the frend of his gf ungre to me and said If I the troule makker of her frend relation. But I just say if I just follow my heart to be a better live.
And I woke up with confuse feeling. I was confusing why I have to dream that, and have I do like the dreams done?, but I think I have to say that. I don't want live with shadow which make my life mess..
I'm make same little space in FB and hope at sunday I'll tell him the truth..for our best..bismillah ya 4wi..
If that the best way which I have take, give the easy way, but if another way is the best jt give that... Lope u 4WI...hope the best and wish the best..have nc dreams

when confuse has

Hemmm...it is coming again..the confuse has arise...

I have to think cleary...to plan all the things happen tomorrow...

Move to other place, and also move to. Save area.. Doing something new even my bodyfeel unwell...

I have to focus even other not thinking...

Ow really confuse rare...but I have to stay calm...and cool...

Bismillah ya 4WI my mighty god :) I really know if U always give the best for me...

fireworks

Hem...2011...people said if it is a new years. But I not celebration. Becouse my new years is muharam. Event that, Istill anjoy saw a fireworks...

Its alaways seem beautiful. When a clock saw 00.01 its means we in to the new time...

Like tonight, thefirework make the night beconme brighter...
Yellow, red, blue, orange, green, puple and so many colour was drawing in the sky...

I saw the firework at my grand family house..at the baleendah hill...

Wow I enjoy that :)...just thinking if I want to see the firework with my husband someday,,,I think that's romantic time :)...

At that time, the sky become blow...mesiu...a lot of color, smoke was bland and mix in to the sky...and that's was beautiful...

Firework..I always love :D