blue rose isn't a dreams

hem my life is my live...

i have make a choice...to let him go and moving on in our own way...
maybe he isn't the best for me but i realize if Allah is preparing me something the best in the future and i believe that...

i have to arrange my list of dreams...
i have to create my own way to reach my own dreams with my own idea...

he not the best for me so i have to waitg and lookig for the best one....

love isnt make our self damage but love is building sometg best...

so gogogo girls... u the best in your own self...
u the best so always do the best...

vanilla ice cream on the meteor shower

hem...recycle bin... i love to being that...coz i love when my friend told their problem...
when they told the story to me wow its amaze... hehehe...
its seem like i eat a cup of vanilla and chocolate ice cream on the meteor shower hahaha...

if people ask me is you independent women hem a lot of people said if i'm independent hehehehe...
i just try to be me

meteor shower in the blue sky

hem...just feeling empty don't know exactly what is going on...
my cell phone is damage...can't contact people who love, can't sharing information wid other he,... but i still pleasure i believe if it the best for me...

i know exactly now, if Allah is love me..all happen on me is miracle...Allah dont want me hurt coz something coz of that Allah give me the best way to let something go...

i still hope if i could get my job at UNIBRAW...wish...perhaps after syawal i'll go to Malang hope :)....

have alot plan to do..

about my feeling hemm just waiting for some one who will find me...wid smile

wanna write but dont know what would i write..hemmm just think

the blue oceans

For several days I was lost... Like I never know who iam,,, every single time just let as I know as no plan...and that's was suck...
The main is because somethg biggers are handle control of mine....
But after I met friend, my min is open...and I got some bright in my head...I found my self again...

Like I was sailing in the wide ocean, no one convenience but I get one to control my self...

Hem...blue ocean..I always love it...but I still think if I have to aware coz someting in the deep is staring on me...

Alhamdulillah,,, I can get control my self again, even not at all but its half of part of me is bigan to drive...

Relize if love only love, but the true love never make us oing somentg worst or make self worst...if that make all happen worst, that's means the love is wrong...and that's call isn't love...

I have to make a plan nop asleep but plan to make all dreams comein up...

I have to rearrange my plan...and make tha back up...

I have back to my way...coz for almost amonth I got out o my line...lost direction and not found all I need

Love is immportan but it not the most...coz people arround me give enough love for me...

I just wanna be my...if some one couldn't accept me like as I'm...I think just smile to him and say bye...maybe i'm not the best as u searching for...I'm not the best one for u...and also u not the best for me...just walk away on your road and never accros to my way coz we have different path of destination...which I never know what's u wanna be and what's u wanna rich...

I know exactly what's I want to, and wanna be...and I'll get the best friend of my life wo alwyas make me safe when I try to reach my dreams... Coz he have a dreams to cath to...

So today I have to smile...just give ordinary care and altitde...

Back to reality,,,write a new story...never will the fate...coz u never know what will happen...

Smile...bismillah...stay blue with the rose u want to get...with the blue sky which u wanna staring...with the blue ocean which u wanna sailing...with the blue see which u wanna swimming...with the blue heart which u have to along in mind...

Staring wide in the midle of the night...not to make u desperate but also make u feel optimist to do some thing, to get a lot things...
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