this my big problem of my self...sometime i feel lost...no idea how to plan my life...when its coming i have to encourage my power and also my positive energy to get out and up again....not easy but its make me realize a lot of things...
that's life and its all my life...
i have to arrange my schedule and target of life....when i looked my note.all the things in the list is have been done..just several target which i have to take a look again cos its need different effort hahha.... like married...
really pleasure have my blog..all the important things of my life have been written here...and i could learn from all of it...
this years i have to be done with
1. my thesis
2. manage my self, control my emotion
3. be a good with my friend, my family and dont rude
4. make something different from other but keep humble
5. planing to go abroad..yes i have to go abroad at 2014 to continue my study or doing my research
6. write other book...midwifery or fiction...(cos i love both)
7. i have to get scholarship to go to Canada..i want school at Ontario University...
8. be a good speaker...
9. be a necessary person
10. be an inspiration...
11. always focus to get Allah permission never to leave Allah..cos you only navigator who could lost the way when the weather on the sea is going worst but Allah who always guide you and make all your dream come true..with good way which u never thinking before...cos of that I love Allah...
12. always pleasure to all have been happening in the life...
thanks Allah to make me down several time ago.. cos of that i can stand up again and help me to stand still in time which you give to me...always remembering me, if my destination is YOU...all i have been doing in my live the reason is YOUR ridho...always remembering me that things...
Bismillahirrohmanirohim....
i m the navigator of the sea but Allah is the one who has the way so just doing the best to get the right direction but lets Allah give the way you have to across...
when my hearth, my mind and my body feel down i will never give in and i will try to up again :) cos i will down when i die...q(^_^)p
