This feeling have been left a long time a go...but don't know why its coming again...with different person..yes exactly...who is the guy...someone charming and adorable? Yaps...maybe...not with his word but with his act...looks so cool but not...wanna know him more...hem...he went to my dream last night...something silly but interesting hahha...he wrote letter for me...about something he wanna be with me and something he doesn't like of me...I remember he wrotte about my childish...traveling alone...and he wrote if he want convenience me when I get my traveling someday...ow owsome hahhaha....wish that not just a dream...
And I feel it again...the feeling I was buring for a moment...because I had felt a sick....but now its rising again...how could be?... someone who I never realize to like...someone who always I abbonden from my list of like...and now I feel something unknow...
Just pray to Allah..if his the best for me...please make us closer with the best way...but if someone is the best for me just make us meet at the best time...
Remember my grandfather said...."you have to nice to your husband someday and make him always convertable when he beside you..feel save and feel love" and I will be the nice wife..that's my promise...
Blue..will be married next year..yes I have plan about it...
Done every duty and open the new world...
When the blue feeling comes....
