The feeling and passionate is cominge

Hem...27-04-2013
Long time i havent had this feel..feel like athousand star are blinking on my heart...hahha....
At bosscha met someone carming...with black and white hair combaine...didnt think about another thinking...he made his self confort with his slf...my eyes blinked...my heart was trumbling...oh Allah...its another time when i was feeling this time...he is smart person...charming also...full of energy passinated...confident...my self was trumbling when his talked about star...star...star..and star...

The star is have a match....Allah create acouple star...even sun live by its self but he believe if sun have a pears...its still find out which the best one...thats sweet...
And i believe if someday i will meet my soulmate...like sun.and other star which never live alone...

Blue-white giant that is the biggest star in our milky way...but i didnt need to be it..just need to be the blue-white smaller but have the biggest and longest light to give another light and help all not to lost....
And i will make the brightest one light to make u find me....

Thanks mas deny...to give me leasson about our galaxy and our star...thanks to give your light even just 6hours...but i always believe..if someday i will find my star...and we will blink together to give light for othet....

Thanks my friend at project08 love you always...thanks Allah...thanks bosscha...i will come to bosscha again...with my own star....

My pleasure and my regret

Hemmm....almost a week in jakarta...followed immportant person who have influence in Indonesia...

On other hand im feeling happy and also sad in the same time...
Happy when i got a new paradigm about something important and anusual...met the great person who had a great idea and advantage for people around...

Regret when i look before...about what i was doing and imagine 10years begin now how much i could be done for all people arround me...

Just think think and think..really thinking....

Allah pelase make me humbble...down to earth...never give in...always smiling...and please save me from dengki.hasud and other bad character...Allah save me from the nar...and always give the best way to close to You...

You are my mighty...please guide me

the fitrah days...wish us back to fitrah...

ramadhan running away..leave Allah love behind...sad and also smile around us coz the month of berkah is rinning away...the fitrah day chance coming to us...lets Allah.give us berkah..magfirah and love for all of us...bye ramadhan wish next year we will meet again

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iniloh hidup

This is live...

Every thing could be happen with or whitout our permittion...

When i took this amanah...i just think one thing...i wanna learn....

Time after time was running around and i feel gratefull coz Allah really gave me alot og thing to learn....

How to manage my self...my friend....how to do necessary...how could my ideal my work eccepted by all...

How to do profesionalism...

How to manage alot of thing without pevees...

I just wanna be my self who wanna optimalize my self and to be necessary in life....

Its not easy to be a good person but i try to do the right thing...

I knew exactly when tree grow up and become high high and higher... The wind would be blow fast fast and faster than a small tree...

Coz that the way which Allah create for us to be a good person...

Allah please give me the easieat way to focus in my study...and  i can let my posittion in a good way...i believe You always make a good plan for me coz You are the best planner....

Love u as usual...annaukhibukifillah.....

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ya Allah....

if complain make my self better...i would do that....but complain made my live become worst.

Allah...i believe all were happening with Your permittion.. and like a wind which made leave fall from the branche its coz Your permit..

Allah...i know...its would make me strong...but Allah...please Make me sure if I Would pass all Your test...

Allah...i really pleasure with Your trusty to give me chance as a leader...and i believe its only begining for the next stop place where i would be a great woman....

for this time...i feel so fragil...please Allah make me strong to face all of it before i turn down for my chair...

i wish when i down from my chair...i leave a good thing for my friend and my team...i prepared good thing for all..so we still work togather...and all programe is walk in line...

Allah...i knew..i was doing a lot of bad thing...its becouse i far for You...i really wanna make my self  calm...not full of stress...

Allah please please please give me that....i have to out from this problem...i have to solve this poblem in a week...i haave to prepare the best thing fo my the next chairman....

i believe i can...and i really sure if i can solve all by my self and also my team....

i know i had lost my confident of my self...becouse i works in a lot of preasure...i works underpreasure... but i believe...if Allah prepare me for the biggest one and also the best one...

i have to creat my own dreams again...know im as a worker as lecture and also as a postgrad student...i have to focus and also preparing all confidently...

bismillah Allah i believe i could solve this all....

Allah thanks for Your support.... i find my self again....love you as usual...

bismillah...me and Allah is more than enought...so when i have a great team thats such a good think...coz i have more than enough....

bismilllahirrohmanirrohim...Allahuakbar....

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the sun must be shinning even the cloudy

Not easy being human dignity not easy being The right person in the right place... but its more easy to be my self with less and more...

People have own way to live and also me... i have my own way to live...to choose what i have to choose...

Life isnt fare but for me its fare...more than everything...coz Allah always give the best for every one...so what i have supose to unregard...

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hemmmm..... its take a long time i haven't wrote here. when i read my old post wow its really-really made me consider if life its mine and Allah will so do the best coz life is once and its never happen again... just smile and keep spirit in live..life is my adventure and its land of learn...land of happiness,,, land of creativity... land of dreams,,, for all people in the world...just believe if we life coz one purpose and its will be the mind purpose..not to be success people but also be a happiness people in Allah ways... we have choice to life and also we have time to contemplation, not to be a good person but to be a right person... the person who always with Allah in every single ways... love Allah ever after..in eternity life.. life is time which never look back life is time its will be go by life is time which never happen in twice time life is live so be alive... so let it flow but we have to advantage every single flow,,,, ceuuuummmmaaaannnggggaaaadddddddd Dr.bayu Irianti SST, M.ST (some day its would happen)