ya Allah

Ingin rasanya ku teriak, melepaskan smua beban ini...namun aku berfikir,  ini bukan berada di pundakmu semua by....cukup dengarkan lalu feedback kan pada yg lebih berwenang....even you dont have any time but u have to keep enjoy your life....

Allah mempercayaimu u memegang amanah ini, bukan u membuatmu terpuruk, namun u membuatmu besar...ingatlah mengapa Allah tdk memberikan semua amanah itu d org lain...bukan karena km hebat pandai atau apalah...satu alasan yg pasti Allah ingin km belajar....

Even its no easy but remind if all tbe things happen coz purpose....be a planer ..and be a part of the plan...

Just faith....o(^^o)o(^^o)o(^^o)

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my dreams....

feel empty..... I have a dreams, if someday i would be abroad... for learn, collage....i have to. really i wanna wanna wanna wanna ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg could i? pokoknya target tahun ini pasca sarjana dulu. tadi udah nanya yang di undip ternyata udah close... artinya tinggal kros cek di unpad. and then kalo unpad belum bisa tembus coba undip lagi bulan juli sekarang ku,pulin dulu duitnya buat bisa kuliah S2 setelah itu hayuuu ceumangadddd buat kejar proyekan abroad harus harus harussss...aku udah BT di Indonesia yang full dengan banyak hal yang ga sesuai prinsip sebel bener-bener sebel..aku ga nuntut lebi, yang aku mau cuma satu aku ingin prinsip aku dihargai aku ingin bisa menegakkan prinsip paling ga berkumpul dengan orang-orang yang punya prinsip sama...aku pengennya begitu..seandainya jalan aku lebih kearah itu, aku lepas impian aku untuk punya klinik dan aku tekunin jalan lainnya yang memang membuat aku seneng and puas... tapi betul aku betul betul ngerasa ga nyaman dengan situasi seperti ini, dimana semua hal dijadikan penilaian semata2 dengan uang atau saat ujian dinilai semata2 dengan poin yang tinggi tanpa peduli degan cara apa dan bagaimana mendapatkannya ...feel suck really2 suck..... up set yes i feel up set.... may be several thinking if is about nothing and it isn't big problem but for me yes... ya Allah You know the best for me just give the best way...really i feel suck here and i need to school again i have to upgrade my information, my mind my thinking.... may be all happen in here its a signal for me to out far away from here....really i need to go, go to somewhere, where are my principle have a point in people eyes.... look my friend who lives in other country, may be not good like i saw and i though but i believe i would be learn more and also alot of people will appreciate with my principle... I'm really think i have to make some ideal and make a step for take all the chance i could take.... bismillah Ya Allah just give me the best way and i will do the best in my own way...

miss my friend.... kangen banget deh sama temen-temen...wuih sekarang mereka udah pada sibuk sendiri-sendiri, sibuk dengan urusannya sendiri.... but i really miss u guys... when i need to share somethg hemmm...now i would thinking cos u have another business.... 2012 need some resolution... hayoo ceumangaddd targetin buat kuliah lageee...terus temen2 nanya...jadi merriednya kapan hahahha jawab aja dengan santai jika Allah sudah berkehendak lain pastinya akan dipertemukan...toh ga usah takut jodoh ketuker atau ga dateng...when you believe miracle has come... so resolusi tahun ini bismillah semoga tembus di unpad pasca sarjana..need support and also pray for me okay frend... but i'm really missing u guys... kapan ya kita bisa barengan lagi jalan bareng lagi gokil2 masa muda bareng lagi...mengasah kemampuan otak kanan lagi..dengan sedikit mengistirahatkan c otak kiri... kapan ya kita bakalan bisa wujudin impian buat traveling, backpacker bareng kapan yah... bener2 deh guys miss u all banget.... temen itu bukanlah sesuatu yang akan terlupakan atau dilupakan temen itu bukan sesuatu yang akan usang dan terabaikan temen itu adalah yang selalu ada even jarak menghalangi piuh....miss u all maaf belum menjadi teman yang baik :)

enjoy the live like enjoy the show

almoost we feel happy and sad in the same time, if you asked that is life... life is choice, and Allah give us some path way to choose... thats life... like melow drama if you watched that and you cried when you saw that means your life have same story with that scenaryo...thats life sometime when we made a plan for own life we almost found the branch of the way...thats means we have to choose gentlely which one is the right one...thats life... when we had a strong to choose the best one, remember to collage the energy coz in next step we will meet the highst wall to clim, the largest place to accros, the high way to finish...thats life... but when you arrived in the spot which you wanna stay, just stay and build the new one plan to continue your life in the best part... life never suffer you, but you made it suffer...coz you never enjoy the life like enjoy the show... made aplan, carefull with the line, never cross the bad way, still clear thinking and also wise, be a good self, spreading smile, spreading happiness, choose the right one which you need to reach, create the dreams with anthuastic and spirit, never complaining you will have the best quality of life.... this is the life which Allah give to me, send me good people who inspiring me, help me, teach me... give the wrong person not to distroy me but to make me strong, wise, and grow up... life is not easy but we have to enjoy in every single time like a friendship it is fragile but it happen coz fate so just thinking wise and enjoy the live like enjoy the show

whats a wonderful life hehhehhe.... if people asking me " if you could be reborn, u would choice be who?" my answer taraaaammmmmm i wish born or reborn to be ME... :) i have Allah who always love me coz Allah always give me time to learn more and more.... i have parents who always support me i have sister who always smile and play also learn together... i have friend, the best friend who always remember me in every single path of life people trust me and they enjoy to share sad or happy story to me have smile to share and spared happiness have time to self improvement i enjoy to be me.... bismillah ya Allah, when i remember all the things was happening on me, i smile cos i realized why i have been crying or smiling or mad actually. but after all i smile and i give the biggest smile cos i was idiot if i feel sorry from all the thing was happening on me... love to be me...and i really pleasure about all the things happen.... listen friend story when she falling in love with my friend-actualy some one who i was adore (but now i know the reason why i was adoring him_hahah and i laugh) hope she will get string with him, i realize if she will make him better than before and also she can be happy with him...i just waiting the next invitation, wedding invitation. i will happy when my friend happy.... HIDUP ITU UNTUK DINIKMATI DAN DIMANFAATKAN DENGAN SEBAIK BAIKNYA..........BERBUAT BAIK SEBANYAK-BANYAKNYA BUAT MANFAAT SEBANYAK MUNGKIN SEBARKAN SENYUM SEBANYAK-BANYAKNYA UNTUK MENYEBARKAN KEBAHAGIAAN :) HIDUP UNTUK BERGUNA BAGI SEBANYAK-BANYAK SESAMA :) FRIEND WITH PEOPLE UNDER 10TH YEARS OLD TO KEEP YOUR CREATIVITY AND SINCERE.. AND ALSO FRIEND WITH UPPER 50TH YEARS OLD TO BE WISE PERSON :)

11-11-2011 the best lesson in my life which i had ever been forgotten be a stakeout make trouble hari yang penuh pelajaran banget..nemuin mahasiswa ngope sampe di labrak ama 17 orang minta keringanan cuma gara2 mereka ibu2 merenung apakah saya yang arogan???? apa aku yg ga bisa menempatkan diri????// wanna share and write everything but my mind was stuck... bobroknya pendidikan di indonesia...jadi pengen sekolah adn bekerja di LN ajah....pengen tau ja apa cuma di negara ini yg ga bisa nerima kekokohan prinsip..

people create a dream and trying to make all come true...that's what happen wid my too. i trying to reach my dream and transform that into reality... almost leave my 24 years and soon as possible 25 will come... people around me always asking about plan for marry, but i always due if some day Allah will give me someone who match and understand me totally. i just need to be patience keep doing self improvement, planning the good way for life, enjoy every single part of life, never griper coz Allah will always give the best to us... Allah have a good choice to us even we think if something which is the best in our vision but remember Allah always know the good one... like today, i got an accident hehehe stupid accident i guest...when i would set the chair shift from back of me, but i didn't realize that so i felt down..ugh its hurt :( my ass kiss the floor hiks... but i embarrassed and i up again... but hehe its hurt really.. hemmm still love my life even shame thing happen but that's my life... wish next years i will get my soul match who i adore and he adore to me too...life is not easy but its still good... so dont waste your time and always doing something good in every single time.... love my self and also all around me... love my self, my way, my life, my friend, my family, my faith of, love Allah, love all..love blue...and i will always...