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Kamis, 26 Januari 2012

my dreams....

feel empty..... I have a dreams, if someday i would be abroad... for learn, collage....i have to. really i wanna wanna wanna wanna ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg could i? pokoknya target tahun ini pasca sarjana dulu. tadi udah nanya yang di undip ternyata udah close... artinya tinggal kros cek di unpad. and then kalo unpad belum bisa tembus coba undip lagi bulan juli sekarang ku,pulin dulu duitnya buat bisa kuliah S2 setelah itu hayuuu ceumangadddd buat kejar proyekan abroad harus harus harussss...aku udah BT di Indonesia yang full dengan banyak hal yang ga sesuai prinsip sebel bener-bener sebel..aku ga nuntut lebi, yang aku mau cuma satu aku ingin prinsip aku dihargai aku ingin bisa menegakkan prinsip paling ga berkumpul dengan orang-orang yang punya prinsip sama...aku pengennya begitu..seandainya jalan aku lebih kearah itu, aku lepas impian aku untuk punya klinik dan aku tekunin jalan lainnya yang memang membuat aku seneng and puas... tapi betul aku betul betul ngerasa ga nyaman dengan situasi seperti ini, dimana semua hal dijadikan penilaian semata2 dengan uang atau saat ujian dinilai semata2 dengan poin yang tinggi tanpa peduli degan cara apa dan bagaimana mendapatkannya ...feel suck really2 suck..... up set yes i feel up set.... may be several thinking if is about nothing and it isn't big problem but for me yes... ya Allah You know the best for me just give the best way...really i feel suck here and i need to school again i have to upgrade my information, my mind my thinking.... may be all happen in here its a signal for me to out far away from here....really i need to go, go to somewhere, where are my principle have a point in people eyes.... look my friend who lives in other country, may be not good like i saw and i though but i believe i would be learn more and also alot of people will appreciate with my principle... I'm really think i have to make some ideal and make a step for take all the chance i could take.... bismillah Ya Allah just give me the best way and i will do the best in my own way...

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