the sad of dark blue

Idont know what was happening today...but I just know one think all happend coz of me and all happen is wrong...
My mind going explod coz I have a lot of things to thinks... I don't know if my decision to go to the work is the wrong coiche..if that's fault I don't know what is the problem wid this...

Some people ungred wid me coz eerything is missunderstanding...
And she angred again like in batam, coz I went to office and she didn't but whats wrong wid that..is it my fault?...huh I really stuck here and I need to go from hee...but I think 4wi gie that's to me to make me brave and wise...

Mistake and all I have to do is mistake...if u asked why I don't know why...

I really think If I didn't make a mistake why I have to be sorry...

I really hate all happend...

Someone was make me little calmdown but I don't know exactly I have to do...

Every people think if I wrong...but they don't know what's my poblem is...

Ya 4wi just U and only U who make scenaryo for me..so just give me the best way and best choice to me...

I know is lie never simple but please 4wi give me the best way in all happening here...I' really stuck and I need to be out...

Adit...thanks, u are the first who give respond in my situation, thanks aa u the scnd people to make me smile...

Just thinking if I have a good friend even I never be good for them...

In the late of night, when my head is sick...my tears still fall and its wouldn't to stop...I don't know what's chaos was want to me...but I just believe one think maybe everytg never be the same and I just being the same...

Need some one to understand but I earn that no one could be understan except my own self...