my heart became pink and blue

Today, I just feel nothg sure. I was saying all I need to say. With him. And I knew exactly what was happening.he was love me and I love him. That's the different. He was loving me @HS and I'm sure about the feeling now. I think we haven't became one, this is fate and we haven't to hidden from that...
Just look forword and goes in live.

Maybe always lope u...and happy to see u happy :d

my heart became pink and blue

Today, I just feel nothg sure. I was saying all I need to say. With him. And I knew exactly what was happening.he was love me and I love him. That's the different. He was loving me @HS and I'm sure about the feeling now. I think we haven't became one, this is fate and we haven't to hidden from that...
Just look forword and goes in live.

Maybe always lope u...and happy to see u happy :d

and his come again

I don't know what I have to say. Is it the dream which I have to make it true, or just I leave it..
Several day ago, my friend gave me advice to talk to some1 who I was adore, may be I have been adoring.. He said if I have to say to him what I was feeling to him. But honesly I idnt have power to say, I too ashame to say.
After last night. He come to my dream after I pray tahajud, I slept again-inspite that is a bad habbit.
In that dream I was in school. And also him, and because something I decided to tell him about my feeling. "May be u have been known if I have feeling for u or several time. That's feeling was maling when I knew from some1 if you like me too.
But I just want exactly, did u love me before.or that only my feeling to you. And he said, yes I have been loved you, but u haven't gave me any chance to proved that to u, when I want tell to you, u seem closed by some1. Coz of that, I tough u didn't like me and u like him. I told him, yeah that's me. I always close with any one as like u know. But I didn't know exactly what was I'm feeling that's time to you. But after I knew from other if u loved me,that's feelin more n more grow up in my heart. Even until now. That's make me suffer. I just wanna say that because u hv plan to merrie and I don't want our history make us unconfertable.I want step up and a cross a new live and I hope u too. I realy relize if you have some one who you love and i'm happy coz that even honesly sometg is missing, I feel.but I really honest if she the best for u.and u habe to make her happy.
And after I said that Iwent. Even the frend of his gf ungre to me and said If I the troule makker of her frend relation. But I just say if I just follow my heart to be a better live.
And I woke up with confuse feeling. I was confusing why I have to dream that, and have I do like the dreams done?, but I think I have to say that. I don't want live with shadow which make my life mess..
I'm make same little space in FB and hope at sunday I'll tell him the truth..for our best..bismillah ya 4wi..
If that the best way which I have take, give the easy way, but if another way is the best jt give that... Lope u 4WI...hope the best and wish the best..have nc dreams

when confuse has

Hemmm...it is coming again..the confuse has arise...

I have to think cleary...to plan all the things happen tomorrow...

Move to other place, and also move to. Save area.. Doing something new even my bodyfeel unwell...

I have to focus even other not thinking...

Ow really confuse rare...but I have to stay calm...and cool...

Bismillah ya 4WI my mighty god :) I really know if U always give the best for me...

fireworks

Hem...2011...people said if it is a new years. But I not celebration. Becouse my new years is muharam. Event that, Istill anjoy saw a fireworks...

Its alaways seem beautiful. When a clock saw 00.01 its means we in to the new time...

Like tonight, thefirework make the night beconme brighter...
Yellow, red, blue, orange, green, puple and so many colour was drawing in the sky...

I saw the firework at my grand family house..at the baleendah hill...

Wow I enjoy that :)...just thinking if I want to see the firework with my husband someday,,,I think that's romantic time :)...

At that time, the sky become blow...mesiu...a lot of color, smoke was bland and mix in to the sky...and that's was beautiful...

Firework..I always love :D

a cup of tea or coffee

Tomorrow night we was moving to other house...tired but honestly I was sad becouse I have to leave our house which have been keeped a lot of memories.
But that's live, we have to relize if somthing never be same...

Wish I get my job soon amin

Hem other topic. AFF champhionship...
Wow amaze, Indonesian is in Euforia...their give support with different way, but I really disappointed when their anger and going mad when the ticket is empty...
Hellow guys we have to calm down giving support not only watching the match live, but also pray and giving save environment that's much better...

Wish their luck but I beieve if nasional team could be win :D

euforia when Inonesia go to final Aff

Hem...dan sekali lg elloco berhasil meencetak goal di petemuan ke-2 semifinal aff dengan pilipin...
Waw what's a wonder...
Philipine with 5 naturalization person can't stop Indonesia to be winner in AFF this years... CoZ Indonesia was playing in good...
James and phil Younghusband 2 player of naturalization from England good job guys..both of u made the match became worth to watched..m
Hemm because Aff, some one who I adore gave a comment on my FB..that's have along time he not communicate with me...
Honestly, I miss all the time when we shared and discuss about knowledge, politic, and a lot thing in class...
He always became my inspiration, coz he is my inspiring man...
someday I'll go to the place where his collage for 2years...
So this night I'm happy, although the moon haven't the light but my heart is sinning and glow...coz Indonesia win today, James and Phil played in good,and he comment on my FB...nd also I get my new spirit, to reach my dream even that look so far and hard enought, but I believe someday I will get it, and from now I have to step up and moving forward...
Ow what's a wonderful day... Thanks for to day ya 4Wi...