and his come again

I don't know what I have to say. Is it the dream which I have to make it true, or just I leave it..
Several day ago, my friend gave me advice to talk to some1 who I was adore, may be I have been adoring.. He said if I have to say to him what I was feeling to him. But honesly I idnt have power to say, I too ashame to say.
After last night. He come to my dream after I pray tahajud, I slept again-inspite that is a bad habbit.
In that dream I was in school. And also him, and because something I decided to tell him about my feeling. "May be u have been known if I have feeling for u or several time. That's feeling was maling when I knew from some1 if you like me too.
But I just want exactly, did u love me before.or that only my feeling to you. And he said, yes I have been loved you, but u haven't gave me any chance to proved that to u, when I want tell to you, u seem closed by some1. Coz of that, I tough u didn't like me and u like him. I told him, yeah that's me. I always close with any one as like u know. But I didn't know exactly what was I'm feeling that's time to you. But after I knew from other if u loved me,that's feelin more n more grow up in my heart. Even until now. That's make me suffer. I just wanna say that because u hv plan to merrie and I don't want our history make us unconfertable.I want step up and a cross a new live and I hope u too. I realy relize if you have some one who you love and i'm happy coz that even honesly sometg is missing, I feel.but I really honest if she the best for u.and u habe to make her happy.
And after I said that Iwent. Even the frend of his gf ungre to me and said If I the troule makker of her frend relation. But I just say if I just follow my heart to be a better live.
And I woke up with confuse feeling. I was confusing why I have to dream that, and have I do like the dreams done?, but I think I have to say that. I don't want live with shadow which make my life mess..
I'm make same little space in FB and hope at sunday I'll tell him the truth..for our best..bismillah ya 4wi..
If that the best way which I have take, give the easy way, but if another way is the best jt give that... Lope u 4WI...hope the best and wish the best..have nc dreams