Bye bye 30 welcome 31

The mature ages 31... No 20 again, also 30..its about 31...the next step of being childish thinking...

Contemplating what was i doing on the last 30 age
1-5 just growth up
6-12 elementary school though nothing
12-17 still school
17-21 collage
21-25 collage and worked
25-27 collage
27-30 work

Time was I used to learn and work...
But berween that time i believe if i was
1. Hurt my parents
2. Hurt people arround me
3. Done harm
4. Done sometg bad in Islam ways

Sometg i done for people
1. Social activities
2. Research but not useful for people i think
3. Wrote a book

Ish ish ish...I didn't so any good things on my last 10 years... astagfirullah...may Allah forgive me...

The next 10 years i have to do something more necessary and right...

May Allah give ridho...

Bismillah...the magnificent of 30...if only have 40 years to lives do more good think..do not wasting...