Empty...

I do not know what i am feeling today...when i woke up in the morning, all bad feeling was coming...

Empty, anger, suck, hate, wanna cry but my head told me why i have to cry...

It is feel like my chest gonna blow up...
Like a balloon which boom sudently.

Feel like child who did not give the fav. Toy from her parents...

Feel empty with lilbit ache...not guilty but it is the real empty...

Think and also though with my mind...why it is just happen and come into me...

Is it generally because something, or is about something....

Think again...where I am going...
What i am going to do...
And my tear come suddenly...

Is it really what i wanna...
Is it really what i have to do...
But the answer always same...yes this is all i have to do...

My heart going trumbling...no passing on beat...no power on it...it just an empty...just empty...

What i am need now?
Need a shoulder to lay down my head...
Need hand to give support to me...
Need someone who said to me, if everything is going okay... just believe with it...

And now i just need home...