blue rainbow again

March 27...he again...when I think to let him and find out someone else who could be by my side...
And he come again...with the rainbow and a new story...
My frend asked about married and he anserd if all still a mistery...
He asked me to saw what was talking about...but I'm really confuse and not understandg about that...
I just think...ya 4WI why u make me to remember him when I try to let him go...
I just try to let him go with own live...even m heart still hurt...
But I believe I can let him go :)...
When I think about that Allah make him care about me and that make my self become weak to let him go...
Honestly..I'm still loving him, but I realize if a lot ofthink was barrier us...
Ya Allah ibelieve in your fate...so just give me the best :)...
Blue I hope I could sleep tight to night. Even I have something 2 think :)
Bismillah