blue-miracle part4 the song of sad

People have own life to live, and also I.
I think no body understand me accept my self...
Ya 4wi please help me I'm goin under on my self. I wanna go far, far from here it seem suck...I really do. I didn't want to regret but situation press me to be that.
Like I'm on underpresser...what have to believ...and what have to be done...like haven't spirit. But that from arround me not me...why they never support me. They always press and press me. I'm tired and really feel that...
Someday when I grow became other person with other fungtion, I will always remember if every people have own life to live.when people trying that need something to patience...but they never be understand...they just think something without think about me...

4WI please help me...