Blu3 Mind
this is my world this is my sky...so free here ^_^
worLd In Blu3
My LiF3 My AdV3nTuR3
understand people and people will understand you...
Selasa, 24 Maret 2020
again and again
Selasa, 14 Januari 2020
when the heart became cooling
Selasa, 19 November 2019
blooming after faded
Jumat, 05 Oktober 2018
Friends
Just I always says, that friend is someone who hasn't blood string but string like family.
Friend always listening and understanding ...
We shares, cries, smile together...
Pleasure to have you all
Friends of elementary school
Friends of junior high --> Mojako gengz
Friends of Senior High
Friends of D3
Friends of D4
Friends of S2
Friends of WDH
Friends of Stikes Surabaya
Thank you ...😍😍😍
Selasa, 13 Maret 2018
Like a blue was taken
1st march 2018
On my 31st. Took a new duty as a principal assistance.
Kind of didn't like it...but have to take it.
And now like a blue going grey. All the think seem so absurd. Have to thought about everything.
Kind of make a some depressed....
Bismillah...the only power to pass it...
Senin, 26 Februari 2018
Bye bye 30 welcome 31
The mature ages 31... No 20 again, also 30..its about 31...the next step of being childish thinking...
Contemplating what was i doing on the last 30 age
1-5 just growth up
6-12 elementary school though nothing
12-17 still school
17-21 collage
21-25 collage and worked
25-27 collage
27-30 work
Time was I used to learn and work...
But berween that time i believe if i was
1. Hurt my parents
2. Hurt people arround me
3. Done harm
4. Done sometg bad in Islam ways
Sometg i done for people
1. Social activities
2. Research but not useful for people i think
3. Wrote a book
Ish ish ish...I didn't so any good things on my last 10 years... astagfirullah...may Allah forgive me...
The next 10 years i have to do something more necessary and right...
May Allah give ridho...
Bismillah...the magnificent of 30...if only have 40 years to lives do more good think..do not wasting...
Sabtu, 24 Februari 2018
Kelindan jejas imaji
Entahlah...
Sudah berapa lama kegundahan ini menguasai setiap ruang ekuilibrium ku. Tetiba sore ini aku bangun dengan sekarung kegelisahan yang entah akan apa...
Berusaha meluapkan dalam setiap gores huruf yang akuntekan pada tuuts alphabet lenovoku di hampir setiap dinding sosial media yang dimiliki, namun gundah itu seolah lekat dan menempel kuat
Ku ambil air wudhu, bersiap menundukan hati dan tubuhku, hanya pada sang penguasa Waktu, dan aku...masih meragu akan apa yang aku pun tak tahu...
Ku genggam mashab suci Al Quran petunjuk hidupku, ku buka lembarannya, kubaca perlahan satu demi satu rangkaian huruf yg ada..mencoba memaknai dan membiatkannya menelusuri ruang maknya...
Namun setelah itu hatiku kembali beradu dalam rasa yang tak tentu...apa itu??? Dan lagi lagi aku pun tak tahu...
Allah...ku mohonkan padaMu...jangan abaikan aku...sentuh hatiku...jangan biarkan ia membisu dan hancur dalam kelam kejahatan yang mungkin kan terus merasuk...
Allah bantu aku...perlihatkan jalan ya g seharusnya aku tempuh..jalan yang mendekatkan akunpada ridhomu...
Jalan yang hanya Engkau yang tahu bahwa itu terbaik untukku....
Inbetween of contradiction
Menggalau
Menggila
Meracau
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